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Name: Joy Country: United States Birthday: 12/3/1982 Gender: Female
Interests: religion, medical stuff, funny things Expertise: expert wat? Occupation: Student Industry: Nonprofit
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8/5/2003
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| So school (WORK) started
again…all too soon…and though this week has been an interesting one, I am
exhausted Why do holidays end all
too quickly? It was fun while it lasted,
though. California
was great, though I felt that my stay in Houston
ended too soon before it was time for me to go on my much anticipated
trip. I was excited, and yet sad at the
same time. It was my first New Year’s
away from my family and my first vacation without them (and yes I do love being
with my family that much ) and woe to me, I was going to miss the fireworks my friends
had planned for everyone! But I paid for
my ticket already, didn’t I? It was a
little weird and I didn’t know how it would turn out, visiting an old friend I
hadn’t seen in 15 years, but it felt like we had never parted ways at all! It was great!
It was fun catching up and relearning some of my ilocano and
tagalong. I thought I was pretty good,
but I was so non-fluent compared to her and her family and friends. It was fun to finally get to see what Loma
Linda looked like and to go around Los
Angeles and Pasadena,
and DISNEY LAND! That picture from Splash Mountain
is the funniest thing . I really need to
find a way to pay Marivic back. I had to
trick her just to get to pay for one dinner!
Going to San Diego
was cool too, though it was not so “Sunny San Diego” on Saturday. It was great to see Shem, Darryl, Shalyn, and
all them again. Little Avani is sooo
cute! Some more people should have babies so I can laugh at their little
antics. Sorry my stay was so short,
guys. I will stay longer next time. Hmmm….I wonder when I will ever have time
again! Silly me for choosing to become a
doctor…anyway…I digress…where was I?
Let’s see…oh yea…California…what
else did I do? For the first time, I saw
Lea Salonga in concert. Man I wish I
could sing liker her! And…and…I got to
see WICKED! It was AWESOME! And again yes, I do love musicals that much. Thanks again, Marivic! It was
a bit tiring to drive and be driven everywhere, sometimes for hours. Marivic’s aunt’s words were so true when she
laughed at me waking up so early in the morning, “After this vacation, you’re
going to need a vacation!” Yea it was a
whole lot to do in a short period of time, and I don't think I have quite recovered yet, but it was worth it. I wish I could post pictures, but silly me, I
forgot my camera cable. I guess I’ll
post in March, when all this will be even older news…
…so yea now I’m back to work. I’m anxious about this semester, but with God’s
help, I”ll eventually get to that light at the end of the tunnel. One and a half years more to go. Then I guess another tunnel begins! Hah . That’s so insane.
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| Wow...so i haven't written in this in
forever...you'd think I would have a lot to say. hah! Not really . So this year is going by pretty
quickly. I just finished my Family Medicine Clerkship today. Twas
quite a long day! What with it starting at 7:45 in
the morning and ending at 4:30 in
the afternoon. I'm glad to be over with that shelf exam. I was
doing so well in the beginning...err I thought so anyway. I thought I was
keeping up with the time and not getting stuck on too many questions, but I
tell you those shelf exams have a way of getting you at the end. Kicking
you while you're down on the ground actually. I finished just in the nick
of time. I pray I did alright. Still waiting on those internal
medicine grades. I'm so scared...
...Yea so I actually liked family medicine, surprisingly enough. But I'm
glad for another change of pace. I'm excited about peds. I hope I
like it. I think I will. At the very least, I hear they feed you
well at Santa Rosa. Yummm...foooddd Food is really good. I kept craving
Thai food this entire week. Anyone want to come with me? You know
what else is good? Weekends where you don't have to work. And
Sabbaths...Sabbaths are real good when I don't have to be at work. That
was one thing I had to get used to during my inpatient rotations. All of
my life, Friday nights and Saturdays were spent at some sort of church
function. I don't even study during this time, and I loved it that
way. For the 20+ years I've been on this earth, I have missed Sabbath
worship perhaps twice in my life due to illness, but that's about it.
Then 3rd year rotations come, and though I knew it was coming, it took a lot of
getting used to. It felt....different. That's what I can say.
I told my roommate that. "Different." I found myself
having conversations with God that He would give me the opportunity to do some
good, so I can feel like I'm in the hospital for a reason. I mean as a
student, you're really not that important and so I would say, "God, I know
it can be a good thing that I'm here, but can you show me in some tangible way
with at least one person today that I am supposed to be in the hospital today,
this Sabbath, doing Your work?" It was hard. And my fear was
that I would get used to it...not being at church...and that in the future, I
might justify not going to church anymore on the Sabbaths. I
understand that sick people don't stop being sick and needing help because it's
Sabbath, and there are Adventist hospitals and doctors that do their job on the
Sabbath. Jesus said to do it. But I don't want it ever to be my
excuse when I'm not really needed at the hospital and I just don't feel like
going to church or if I thought I could use the extra income. Am I making
sense? Wow. I've said a lot. Yea, so bottom line...food, free
weekends, and Sabbaths are good There are many other good things, but
I think I should stop blabbing...
...before I go, here's a new verse I recently learned, to tide you over until
the next time I decide to blog again (maybe in another 6 months )
"In the fear of the Lord there is strong
confidence. And His children will have a place of refuge."
(Proverbs 14:26)
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| It's over!!! I'm finally donnneeeee!!! After 31 days of blood, sweat, and tears...ok maybe not blood...but definitely tears; after a month of studying from 9 a.m.-10 p.m. every day, having to forgo any fun with friends, many of whom did not understand why I had to study so much for one exam; after 744 hours, and 44,640 minutes of looking crappy each and every day, breeding ugly zits on my face from sheer stress, after hundreds of alternating prayers of thanks and pleading, and the ocassional, "I don't even know what say. I'm just beyond myself now, Lord."
...it's finished! An 8-hour marathon of an exam -- an exam, on which my future career in medicine depends.
Thank you, God.
...now to wait for the results...
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| ...rounding the corner...almost there...
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| And He said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore most gladly I will rather boast in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in needs, in persecutions, in distresses, for Christ’s sake. For when I am weak, then I am strong. (2 Corinthians 12: 9, 10) | | |
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